It is hard when words clog

It's hard when words clog inside heart
when feelings can't match with  voices
no found  clours
no  tuned melody

When words rest inside heart
with restless toes
like a line of refugees
It's hard
when you are far away
even though you are sitting right next to me


Tiny car crash
bomb explosion
Fourth of July
Heaviest Monsoon

all the possible notes
elements
words
everything and everything
inside my heart
jumping screaming
fighting for your love

It's very hard when I can't tell you any of this
It's very hard when my words are poor to tell you all this
It's very hard but don't walk away
Don't give up on me..

to Sandith

To meet and Part

Tell me what made you love me

What made you still

Look at stars

with tears in your eyes

Pretend like you have shiny wings

that you would flap any minute from now on,

if it’s flying it would take to be joyful.

Why did you collect all your tear drops in a bottle

There are holes in our pockets

memories are marking the places we’ve been to

Why are we holding on

Why are we letting go

Birds sing better than flutes

Even when they don’t mean to

Sad birds sing happy songs

Happy songs rest on tree tops and wait

longing to belong to sad hearts

Tell me that one thing forced you not to hate even at times of wars.

Sun wont set like this again.

We wont meet again.

We wont part again.

Away

My songs got wings one morning
soft dark shiny
I opened the cage

All my poisonous darts were burnt to ashes 
Tears were bottled and labeled
Everything was neat and tidy

Some ragged old stars were loosely hanging from heaven
consumed by million wishes
flowers I touched turned to thorns

In a far away country my mother is a queen
with long silky dark hair like this night,
Blue heart
soft hands
Good children
Sad lullabies

My heart had been plucked out
and placed a tiny rain cloud
to fill the space

Therefore,
It’s very hard
not be sad..

My love lie

 
---My love lie.---

I write to you
"My love,
this boundless sky with starry heaven
reminds me the light of your love
breeze which lulls my soul
whispers your love to my ears
softly gently...

I feel the tenderness and warmth
and ....
and......."

and there I rest the pen.
I don't know
I just write
fancy things
with tired eyes
sitting here half asleep

seeing a clown walking on a line
loosing the balance,yet
splashing a smile 
falling down and splashing a smile
going to die but splashing a smile.
crowd with joy, smile and smile.

I don't know
I just write
fancy things
with tired eyes,
only when my heart says,

"Stop growing up
life is a struggle
LOVE is a bitch."

Doom DAy -

 
"wake up wake up
citizens of the blue planet
today is your last day
wake up wake up"

don't you hear the noise out there
horns yells and rush of the air
people go but don't know where
must be to the place we call "no where"

wake up wake up
are you still in the bed?
I can't believe you!
why don't you hurry up

true you have a bucket list
but you have no time
why don't you just choose three things
that way it'll be fine

let's have some ice creams
or let's go to the beach
let's wear our best cloths
in the middle of the road let's scream!

please don't tell anyone I have a secret plan
no body knows in our backyard there's jet plane
under the bed, a dragon, a star and a magic cane
which can help both of us to escape from this pain.

wake up wake up
are you still in the bed?
I can't believe you!
why don't you hurry up!

20/12/2012

Wounded

No....
This bleeding wound
is not from thorns
thorns didn't hurt me
yet,
Blossoms...

I’m so young...

I’m so young

I love being young.

In fact, I know how old people must be feeling; they must be feeling very old.

Look at me, what my young age gave me,

No, not at my tattoo on my shoulder, not at the new era piercing I got or the cigarette filters you found in my room.

Look at my wings.

When you walk, I fly.

Walking gets so boring when you know how to fly.

Try to speed up a little, I’m faster than you

 I’m so young.

I love being young.

I can still drop out, quit jobs, skip towns, get high.

I can take all the money in my account, just to do a little shopping.

If you are not so young don’t come closer, the flames of my young heart might burn you down.

-The end-

P.S:

“I’m so young’

And I love being young”

I think that is what one is supposed to say when he/she is young..

But, I’m scared and I’m confused.

So I prey,

“Dear lord, turn this wall between me and my parents in to a bridge. Amen”

“Wait… Damn.. Sorry dear lord, I turned in to an atheist, after the Delhi gang rape and Wijerama gang rape, sorry for disturbing “

Let me start again.

“Dear Batman,

I’m so young and I’m scared.

Infection rate is more than a mere number to me, Statistics of unemployment, child abuses, lost citizens, suicides fear me to death, so please take care of those.

Please take a little control over the current trends of consumerism; it always makes a fool out of me.

I love Adam and Eve, Rama and Seetha. Please don’t get mad at me when I say I’m ok with Adam and Steve, Radha and Seetha too.

I love if, ‘expectations’ could be more than a fancy word in my dictionary, and I love if it

would get a chance to expand its boundaries a little.

You have given me the whole world at my fingertips, so please don’t put a plaster on my mouth.

Please accept me as who I am, forgive me, I’m learning through my mistakes. Thank you.

Yours humble,

Young Generation.