Friday, October 25, 2013

My love lie

 
---My love lie.---

I write to you
"My love,
this boundless sky with starry heaven
reminds me the light of your love
breeze which lulls my soul
whispers your love to my ears
softly gently...

I feel the tenderness and warmth
and ....
and......."

and there I rest the pen.
I don't know
I just write
fancy things
with tired eyes
sitting here half asleep

seeing a clown walking on a line
loosing the balance,yet
splashing a smile 
falling down and splashing a smile
going to die but splashing a smile.
crowd with joy, smile and smile.

I don't know
I just write
fancy things
with tired eyes,
only when my heart says,

"Stop growing up
life is a struggle
LOVE is a bitch."

Doom DAy -

 
"wake up wake up
citizens of the blue planet
today is your last day
wake up wake up"

don't you hear the noise out there
horns yells and rush of the air
people go but don't know where
must be to the place we call "no where"

wake up wake up
are you still in the bed?
I can't believe you!
why don't you hurry up

true you have a bucket list
but you have no time
why don't you just choose three things
that way it'll be fine

let's have some ice creams
or let's go to the beach
let's wear our best cloths
in the middle of the road let's scream!

please don't tell anyone I have a secret plan
no body knows in our backyard there's jet plane
under the bed, a dragon, a star and a magic cane
which can help both of us to escape from this pain.

wake up wake up
are you still in the bed?
I can't believe you!
why don't you hurry up!

20/12/2012

Wounded

No....
This bleeding wound
is not from thorns
thorns didn't hurt me
yet,
Blossoms...

I’m so young...

I’m so young
I love being young.

In fact, I know how old people must be feeling; they must be feeling very old.
Look at me, what my young age gave me,
No, not at my tattoo on my shoulder, not at the new era piercing I got or the cigarette filters you found in my room.
Look at my wings.
When you walk, I fly.
Walking gets so boring when you know how to fly.
Try to speed up a little, I’m faster than you
 I’m so young.
I love being young.
I can still drop out, quit jobs, skip towns, get high.
I can take all the money in my account, just to do a little shopping.
If you are not so young don’t come closer, the flames of my young heart might burn you down.
-The end-
P.S:
“I’m so young’
And I love being young”
I think that is what one is supposed to say when he/she is young..
But, I’m scared and I’m confused.
So I prey,
“Dear lord, turn this wall between me and my parents in to a bridge. Amen”
“Wait… Damn.. Sorry dear lord, I turned in to an atheist, after the Delhi gang rape and Wijerama gang rape, sorry for disturbing “
Let me start again.
“Dear Batman,
I’m so young and I’m scared.
Infection rate is more than a mere number to me, Statistics of unemployment, child abuses, lost citizens, suicides fear me to death, so please take care of those.
Please take a little control over the current trends of consumerism; it always makes a fool out of me.
I love Adam and Eve, Rama and Seetha. Please don’t get mad at me when I say I’m ok with Adam and Steve, Radha and Seetha too.
I love if, ‘expectations’ could be more than a fancy word in my dictionary, and I love if it
would get a chance to expand its boundaries a little.
You have given me the whole world at my fingertips, so please don’t put a plaster on my mouth.
Please accept me as who I am, forgive me, I’m learning through my mistakes. Thank you.
Yours humble,
Young Generation.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Happy Birthday Song


This song I'm writing now
isn't so nice I know
on a day I'm tall like you
may be I will sing this to you

good notes and beautiful words
life don't sing it all
we rise we fall
that is how it goes

There I see you walking
where roads are taking... you..to
heart beats broken
yet feelings not frozen
walking on rain
rain of pain
where is the rainbow again..
should pain be the only thing we gain

no no no noooo
This song I'm writing now
isn't so nice I know

 good notes and beautiful words
life don't sing it all
we rise we fall
that is how it all go


There I see you are talking
to a star how you are dreaming
on melody
same melody
yes words don't know the meanings
star lights
on your eyes
yes I don't know what you mean
but those tears I don't wanna see


cause you.... and me
friends who drew no boundary
the wolf pack
the small gang
free as a fantasy
If it'll make you smile so free
I'll even change the reality

This song I'm writing now

isn't so nice I know
on a day I'm tall like you
may be I will sing this to you

I'll draw a rainbow at your backyard
get the sea so close to you
when you're wishing to go to moon so hard

I'll make the ladder for you

I will climb the vine of magic beans
to get the coins for you
with open eyes come follow your dream
find something new and true


cause you.... and me
friends who drew no boundary
the wolf pack
the small gang
free as a fantasy
If it'll make you smile so free
I'll even change the reality
then you'll get your serenity...


This song I'm writing now

isn't so nice I know
on a day I'm tall like you
may be I will sing this to you

(ohhhhh... I don't know....
or I will just tell you
Happy Birthday to you...)

18.02.2013












Saturday, February 16, 2013

She knows it all

The perfect love story
that's what she is writing
yes she is fourteen
but she knows it all
she knows it all

that the guy is dark and tall
heart of black and blue
talk a little , little slow
she is fourteen
but she knows it all
she knows it all

there she sees pride glints
and fear screams
she is fine she is just fine
as time to time she is deaf and blind

and there she walks through the monsoon rain
rain bad rain brings it all
all the memories of miracles
she walks through the rain of pain


she doesn't wish on stars anymore
like she did when she was four
she steals the shine that's all she do
there's no one around she not alone no.... no


because...the perfect love story
that's what she is writing
yes she is fourteen
but she knows it all
she knows it all

she is too young to be so certain
but she knows it all
that guy out there doesn't know it at all
it's not her fault
cause she is writing the perfect love story
and she knows it all


16.02.2013

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

No name

out of light
out of sight.
falling down with fear
yet I fight 
day and night
but my reason is not clear

for all we owned
deep down frozen
for the magic we had
now torn and old

For the good days that I lost
light wings good cheer
charming tales soothing nights
Do you think I must tear 

my three words mute and blind
will fall on your deaf ear
bleeding heart will suicide
I guess that's the price of fear